Rhys World

2011-09-24T17:08:00.001+08:00

was having an awesome dream till..

The drilling sounds woke me up.

NBCB

2011-09-14T17:25:00.001+08:00

so i bumped into him in the bus..

God,he looked diff now,yet i still can recognize him.

But sadly,he dint recognize me anymore.. boooohoooooooooo.

do u think there is stil chance to bump into him again?

And recognize me?

Hmmm.

2011-06-18T17:59:00.003+08:00

I just dont know what is wrong with me..
Ill get so emotional suddenly..
Simple things will make me cry..
Got me on the nerves.

And when i need someone to talk too.
Either they won't answer/ reply my call or smses
Or they will say they gonna call me back.
Well,that wont happen anyway..

Apparently i have to admit,most of my friends SUCKS.

2011-06-08T17:47:00.001+08:00

Infect me with your love,filled me with your poison

2011-06-08T17:45:00.002+08:00

2011-06-08T17:45:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t5Sd5c4o9UM

2011-05-27T00:32:00.001+08:00

I just dont knw what to say whenever i see you...
Im not being arrogant or something.
I just...
I am just being me.

2011-04-30T19:26:00.001+08:00

If i told u my secret,you'd never look at me the same again..

2011-04-04T18:52:00.001+08:00

i dont know whether am i doing the right thing or not.
i dont wanna be that heartbroken girl again.
but i dont wanna be the one that hurt u too. god.

2011-03-25T15:04:00.001+08:00

so is this jealousy?
God,i need to get rid of this..

2011-03-24T15:45:00.001+08:00

so shld i just continue or walk away?

2011-03-22T18:12:00.000+08:00

You are oh soooo cute. hee.

2011-03-05T19:02:00.002+08:00

so,ive been so lazy to update regularly like how i used to..

Well,many things is gg on.

School is awesome,loving it.

But,i cant enjoy much.

Yeah,stupid me.

i just dk what else to talk about.

My heart ache so much.

i just ...

i dint expect u wld say smtg like that bad.

Yeah,maybe i shld stay out of life.

Im just a friend,normal friends.

Not a pham..

I know where i stand.

2011-01-29T12:37:00.001+08:00

i let it to be kept inside my heart. I refused to let it out. Because i knw,even if you know,u wont even bother to care.

2011-01-29T12:37:00.000+08:00

i let it to be kept inside my heart. I refused to let it out. Because i knw,even if you know,u wont even bother to care.

2010-12-27T21:09:00.003+08:00

I don't know whether what i had did was wrong or right.
I dont have any answer.
Im just so stressed up.
W so many things.
I've been keeping to myself this few days.
I refused to contact people as i dont want to vent my anger to them.
And i need my time alone.
U said u dint blame me.
Then what was all the remarks and comment fr?
Yes.
I dont know what's in ur mind.
Do u even knw whats in mine?
U pushed me aside.
Why don't u imagine urself in my shoes.
U will feel what i feel.
I know,im no one to stop you.
Yes,im one selfish girl.
I know u love your lil sis so much.
What can i say.
Im not your sis anw..
Ive no right to say anything..
U got what u want..
U got ur bro..
I forgived your bro not coz u want me to forgive her.
Its sincerely from my heart.
I bet u dont knw that.
Well..
And please.
Ive never intend to do all this aft the reunion.
Our friendship has soured.
It got really worse this time around.
You thought i wanted to end this fs.
But,all i want is just some time alone.
Do u knw hw much my heart is hurt.
With your attitude?
I dont hate you.
I just hate your attitude now.
U just seem soo different.. And faraway.
Guess what?
Our friendship is hanging.
And this time,its the longest time..
And the worst.
But i knw..
Ure happy right now.
W your beloved bro and pham.
When i just have no one.
I just have nurul.
Ive lost my another part.

2010-12-22T20:09:00.000+08:00

numb.

2010-12-06T20:30:00.001+08:00

So many things to do with so little time...
Been reading alot..
Now its time for me to start..
Bit by bit..
Insyallah.
May Allah bless me.

2010-11-20T20:31:00.000+08:00

how confused can u be?

2010-11-13T19:40:00.002+08:00

Come on..

Tell me who are you..

I can't be bothered to play guessing game..

V funny when someone called someone names,and theres a reason..

A reason whic i dont have to knw..

How lame can u be biatch?

2010-11-07T16:27:00.002+08:00

Total hotness.
The right one.

2010-11-04T19:59:00.000+08:00

And when i thought i was over you..
i was wrong.. Im starting to miss u again.

2010-10-30T15:51:00.001+08:00

And no..
Ure nt my brother anymre..
Ure just another stranger in my life.

2010-10-30T15:29:00.000+08:00

So...
Im not needed in your life uh?
Thanks so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2010-10-26T22:15:00.000+08:00

i dont knw what to say..
what to do..
what to think..
what to whatever..
sigh..

2010-10-02T21:06:00.002+08:00

I am nowhere near perfect.
I eat when im bored.
Im vunerable to believing lies.
Im hoping that one day i won't need a fake smile.
I make up excuses for everything.
I have best friends and enemies.
I have drama and memories.
And that's life..

Live it,love it and learn from it.

2010-09-04T20:14:00.002+08:00

Its your birthday tomorrow..

Should i text u up exactly at 12 am?

Or just,u know,heck care about it?

Sigh..

10 years babe..

You just threw it like as if it was just a month friendship..

Tell me..

Doesn't you love our friendship?

Come on..

Whatever shits u done to me..

Whatever nasty things u said to me..

And whatever things u said i did when actually i dint.

At the end of the day.

I forgive you.

You said you were just too stress..

I admit,i was hurt.

But yet,i forgive you.

Yes,i was busy with my other friends,till i neglected you..

But,i dint find any replacement,trust me.

And anyway,you are busy with your partner.

You said,i changed..

You dint talk to me about it.

You just threw it away..

In just one night.

In a snap!

Well,i hope ure happy with your own decision.

2010-08-09T01:55:00.002+08:00

All we wanted to do was to reconcile..
But ure pushing it away..
Do u know hw much u hurt me?
All u knw and want was me to go with ur way..
Till when?
Why cant it be my way too?
Sigh..
And if u think by breaking up and gg away solve this,u are wrong..
Come on.. Our friendship is alrdy 11 years..
11 years of ups and down..
Come on.. No matter hw many times we fight..
Hw many misunderstanding we had..
I still love u bff..
I dont hate u..
But...
U wanna throw ur fs just like that over one incident?
Come on.. My intention was good..
U wanna throw our friendship..
Are u sure?
Are u fucking sure?

2010-07-27T01:43:00.000+08:00

Ive changed my name to Rhy Rhea in facebook..

HAHAHAHH!

Was bored..

Nice right i know.. hahhaah.

2010-07-22T23:34:00.002+08:00

Why are u so different nw?
Why the sudden change?
Why are u so polite?

That runs through my mind.
Why aren't u like this back then?
Trust me.
If u are to be like this back then,we will be still together..

2010-07-21T22:35:00.002+08:00

Friends?
What i know,they will go to u when they in a deep shits.
And after they get what they want..
They will be gone.
Out of ur sight..
Great friends huh?
Well,most of my friends are like that..
I dont need another bestfriend, trust me.
Ordinary friend that i can trust,who will be there through up and down with me,who wont turn their back on me.
Is more that enough.

2010-07-17T01:42:00.001+08:00

Love is evil.
But it something we can't live without.

2010-07-10T23:53:00.000+08:00

In a room full of people,you're always the first one i'll look for.

2010-07-08T02:39:00.003+08:00

Ive been having a very bad insomnia since last two weeks..

Well,since im not working in fact.

At most,ill feel asleep by 6 am?

Lucky me,im nt working..

Heee.

Im a big fan of the twilight saga..

I watched twilight for idontknowhowmanytimes.

New moon was okay2.. Watched it twice..

The day eclipse was out,me and my family get our butt out to TM..

Hahha..

We get seat C..

Hhaha..

Eclipse nye pasal,i dont mind..

And then watched with sri wayuni..

It was her birthday the next day..

Sorry dint get anything for u..

But i hope u enjoy the day with me..

Agnes Monica just released her new track..

Check it out..

Shes still sweet as ever..

This song really makes me think of u..

Give me time okay,ppl..

Ill move on slowly..

2010-07-01T18:27:00.000+08:00

Tahukah kalau apa yang kau lakukan iti
Tahukah kau siksa diriku
Bertahun kunantikan jawaban dirimu

Bertahun-tahun ku menunggu
Kau sangka aku akan menyerah
Kau sangka aku akan pasrah
Dirimu tak perdulikan aku
Walau cinta hanya untukmu
Walau kasih hanya untukmu
Walau sayang hanya untukmu
untukmu untukmu untukmu

Kau Mimpi-mimpiku
Cinta gilaku
Hanya padamu

Hanya kau Belahan jiwa
Cinta membara
Tiada tara

untukmu untukmu untukmu

Kau Mimpi-mimpiku
Cinta gilaku
Hanya padamu

Hanya kau Belahan jiwa
Cinta membara
Tiada tara

2010-06-29T21:07:00.001+08:00

Its impossible for me to forget the past..
But i knw its possible for me to move on..
I knw i can do it..
Others can do it,why cant i?
Right.?
Go Rhy Go.

2010-06-27T18:55:00.002+08:00

I just knnow what feeling i am feeling right now..
Numb..

2010-06-23T17:52:00.001+08:00

Sometimes..
Whenever ure right infront of me..
I still dont know what to talk about..
Im just scared..
Scared u might flare up again.

2010-06-08T02:43:00.002+08:00

I am really sorry,really do..
I know ure damn pissed and shocked of what ive said for the first time..
Well,I know ive changed into someone that u and others wouldnt want to see..
I guess,u know why ive changed this bad..
Im tired..
Really do of what people been giving me names,been stepping on me..
I know u do knew abt it right?
Well..
I knw im nt like the old rhy that i used to be..
The one who will keep quiet..
The one who is nt rude..
And everything bad..
Well..
I just need time..
U urself know what ive been through recently..
It was the worst treatment that i ever get.
And hw was i supposed to be quiet?
I may be smiling,but my heart is crying..
Yes,i was really rude..
I admit i did..
Well,i was totally down.. And my anger shoot up..
I couldnt control like hw i can..
I really cant..
Yes,u dint teached me to be that kind..
And im really sorry to let u down..
To be someone u doesnt like..
I really do..
I need time..
To regained myself back..
To be the old me.
Im sorry..

2010-06-06T18:33:00.002+08:00

Saturday...
Went to town with fiza,had lunch with her..
And shop!!!
Bought myself a heel and handbag..
Hahhaha..
Met lil at tamp..
Try to find that kanina..
But couldnt get her..
She trapped us..
its okay..
Shes scared lah..
What to say anymre..
One day,we all will know who u are..
=)
Sat at hans till 11..
Hahah,,
Had cake..
Talked so much..
Abt everything...

Sunday.
Woke up late..
And aqeed was really fast..
She wasnt late lah..
Hehheh..
Sorry lah,i slept very late last night..
Went to nani wed..
Met lala there..
And then others came..
Stayed there till 4..
Waited for my bro,dia takde..
So we went off home..

2010-06-05T01:17:00.001+08:00

Meeting fiza tomorrow..
For SHOPPING!!!!
Yay..
Been so long i met my cousin.. months to be exact..
Heheheheh..

Sun,nani wedding..

And cant wait for next week!!
Watching nightmare..
Wooohooo..
Groups outing lah katekan..

2010-06-05T00:15:00.001+08:00

Beneath me,there is still you..

I miss you,astroboy.

Kaulah bahagia,kaulah derita.

2010-05-30T22:43:00.002+08:00

Watched Sex and the city just now...
It was superb...
Hahaha..
Eating my muah chee now..
Weeee..
Ouh...
Got some hot stories...
Well,it blow me up abit..
But,im chilled..
I dint do anything wrong..
Hmmmm...

Will update again soonn..
Hahaha.

2010-05-22T00:53:00.002+08:00

Its the best way for us now..
Me and you..
In a different world..
With a different background..
And i hope ure happy now..
Thanks for being with me for the past 5 months..
Since we were dating,to rs,to back to friends..
Its such a rollercoaster ride.
And i learnt ALOT from it...

Thanks for showing the 'love' from you..
Appreciate it alot..
And last but not least..
Thanks for bringing me down,real down..
What goes around comes around..
U will get ur retribution..
A double one..
Im nt that girl that u take from lorong aite?

2010-05-14T01:20:00.002+08:00

i thank you for everything..
those times,when u made me very happy,made me be back who i really was..
made me love you..
everything...

But somehow..
everything has ended..
before we hurt each more deeper..
we better end it..

Like what i said..
If we are meant to be together..
We will back again as one..
If we dont..
Im sorry..

Remember...
Action speak louder than words...
Thanks..
Dont worry.
Im still here.

2010-04-17T23:57:00.002+08:00

Met lil at paya lebar...
As she wanna take the circle line..
Planned to lepak-ed at espl..
But it was raining..
So,we have our lunch first at marina.(its my 2nd lunch)
And off to ion to meet gee and the rest..
Walked around for awhile,sat,and talked..

Bus-ed to tamp..
And have our dinnerr..
And,continue talking..
Lol..
Countless of topic..
Frm religion,to gay world,to straight world,to having a baby..
Hahah,,
Off by 11..
Its really nice to lepak,after so many months dint lepak..

I miss girlfriend.
=(

2010-03-31T09:34:00.004+08:00

I just get a job.. Starting on my own birthday..
Damn..
But its okay..
As long there is an income..
I can pay my bill,enrol and of coz shop abit..

Just activated my facebook..
And,ive just deleted some not needed people in my list..
Hmmm..

2010-03-26T14:30:00.001+08:00

Thank God thing is better now..
Well..
Things happen for reason..
Maybe coz what ive done before..
Well..
I know hw u feel yeah..
Been in your shoe before..
But..
Try harder Bitch!
Oops..

2010-03-24T22:38:00.002+08:00

I tried to stop everything.. To try to make everything back to normal.
Yes,partly my fault too..
But,i want the best for u..
Ure nt getting any younger..
I think of u more than me..
Call me stupid.
Coz i am one when it comes to love..

I advise u not too be home late..
But ure too stuborn..
And,u missed ur intv..
I woke up as early as i can,so that i cam meet u after that..
Hw can i nt be pissed..
Hw many times u wanna keep on saying, 'dont contact u anymore', 'ill get sum1 better'
Am i just a doll?

And when i tried to be nice,to stop the fight..
U said u dont need sum1 like me, and u dont want talk to me anymore..
Ive put down my ego..
My pride..
When is ur turn?

2010-03-23T17:36:00.002+08:00

I lie down..
Looking right into ur eyes..
Our eyes met.
And u asked me,why did i cry.

Because Im In Love With You.

2010-03-16T18:20:00.000+08:00

If homosexuality is a disease,
let's all call in queer to work:
"Hello.
Can't work today, still queer."
~Robin Tyler

2010-03-14T18:37:00.001+08:00

It hurts me alot when u said all those vulgarities right at to me..
Maybe i deserve all that from me..
But think back,do i do all that to u?

I knw ure mad at me..
Fr what ive done..
But u urself read it..
I dint call her darling..
And,come on,its just names to my others beloved friend..
They are all my friends..

2010-03-03T16:57:00.001+08:00

Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away
And all the things I want to say can find no voice.
Then, in silence, I can only hope my eyes will speak my heart.

2010-02-27T23:58:00.002+08:00

Didnt went out today..
Cancelled..
Nt feeling well today.
Hmm..
Sorry yeah..

Bro wake me up,when i was still enjoying my sleep.
Tskk.
Wake me up just to accompany him to cheers.
Haiyoo.
Mcm pompuan..

So had pizza for dinner.
With two chicken and seafood platter.
Was full for few hours.
And im hungry again nw..
Well,cant eat again,i just ate med.

My appetite is really big now..
And i slept like a log too.
Hee.
Thanks to someone.
=D

2010-02-24T16:43:00.002+08:00

So yesterday met yuyn and mira awhile before i went off to go for my interview..
Its bloody hard to find that damn building.
So reached there,watched the presentation,talk2,and wait for 2nd call interview by this week.
If there is no call,that mean im nt selected..
Hope i will get it..
Sephora sey,sape tknk..

So,i had a bad blister on my ankle.
Till it bleeds.
Bought a plaster there..
Cant tahan sia..

And till now it still hurt like hell.
-_-

So i gotta rush after interview..
Sorry yuyun and her gf and friends..
Cant join..
But nice to meet u even for a while..
hee..
We will have a proper meetup yeah..

2010-02-21T21:58:00.002+08:00

Im seriously dead bored staying home.
Eat sleep eat sleep non stop..
Damn..
Ive gained more weight..
Well,whats new yeah?

Bake cookies just now..
Been so long dint do that.
Watch 'My name is khan' w fam at home just now.
Its damn good,..,
two thumbs up!

Maybe gg out tomorrow..
Find job perhaps?
But doing it alone.
Hw good is that?
Nvm,alone is better.

Paramore concert is coming..
And ill be not going..
Broke.
-_-

Sigh..
All the plans seems to fall out..
Shits happened alots.
Next time dont plan k rhy!

2010-02-11T22:25:00.005+08:00

just pictures..

2010-02-03T00:22:00.000+08:00

oh my, i miss lil, my bro soooooooo much. =(

2010-01-31T19:27:00.002+08:00

Treat cousin lunch..

Well its her bday treat as i dint celebrated on her bday itself..

Sorry yeah..

U did soo much for me last year..

U pampered me too much lah cousin,i know im the only sis u have in ur part of fam..

But really big thanks too u for what u had done for me from small till now..

Hehehe..

Hope the lunch made u happy..

Hahahha..

Thanks for the bermudas anw..

Hmmm..

Fiza asked me to choose between bangkok,bali,phuket ot kl to celebrate for my 19 bday this april..

Hmm.

I think2 first ok?

Hahha..

Talked to ryan anaqi last night..

For 4 hours straight!

Omg..

Slept at 4..

Lucky tk bangun lambat tadi..

Shes one funny person lah.,.

Cant stop laughing..

Hahahahha...

Mai bday up next..

Hehehe..

Turning 18 soon yeah?

Da legal org tu..

Hmmm..

Shes been busy w sch and im busy w my stuff..

Sorry yeah..

I slept like log,till i dint give u any wake up call anymre..

Hahah..

But stil,i miss you and i love you ok girll..

Now smile my mai..

=)))))

2010-01-29T22:38:00.002+08:00

This was on my last day at work..

This was in the train otw to city hall!

Accompanied nani to go for her slimming just nw..

She said its only for an hour..

And yeah,i waited for her lah for 1 hr..

But it last for 1 and a half hour..

And im alrdy rushing to tamp to catch santau w my family..

Santau is damnnnn goood,,

U guys must watch it..

Its worth ur money..

2010-01-28T17:51:00.003+08:00

SO,i changed my blogskin today..

After idk hw long i dint change it..

Supposed to meet them today..

But i dint joined last minute..

Im nt feeling quite good today..

Headache2..

Im sorry yeah..

Ouh,i quit my job ytd.,.

Hahha..

Omg,after so long..

Well,i dont really wish to talk why i quit..

But imagine,urself,working with bunch of china..

And u gotta listened to themm..

Do u like it?

No right?

Meeting nani tomorrow for her facial..

Haha,,

GOTTA bring a book with me..

A thick one will do..

Heys..

Why didnt u replied me?

I know ure having prob,but dont let it affect ur health..

Eat and sleep ok?

Ouh,back then,when i was always still closed w u,

do u even care?

do u even see?

do u even appreciate?

No,u dont at all..

Nw,when im gone,u know to ask hw am i,,

Have u ever asked me hw am i back then?

No u dont..

2010-01-17T21:46:00.002+08:00

U left me just like that.. Alone,hanging..
Im so blur till nw..
DId i do any wrong?

I knw u want me to live independently,forget her,get on w life..
What u had wrote on my fb,really goes into my brain..
Really wakes me up from fantasy and go into reality..
What i had done was just stupid and useless.

U text me up yesterday,and when i replied..
U went away again..

I am moving on nw..
Ive stop dwelling on the past,and see the future..
=)

2010-01-07T21:17:00.000+08:00

hw i wish she knw hw deep my love for her is..
Why am i still loving a person who is alrdy att?

My happiness is like temporary..
While the misery im in is like permanently.

2010-01-05T20:12:00.002+08:00

A lost love is never lost,unless what's lost is the love for ur lover..

Indeed,the love for her is not lost..
Its still there.
Its still pure and sincere.

What i realise most is,don't hold ur relationship too tightly..
Let it loose,let it breathe..

2009-12-15T13:10:00.003+08:00

It was a last minute plan. Met fiza and wan at city hall mrt..
Went to guess,to find kakak,but she havent get back to her workplace yet..
So we all waited for lil at the fountain..
Fiza and Wan had to off to have their dinner at bedok w emma..

So me and lil went to espl,to eat ice cream actlly..
Haha..
Wrote our wishes on the ball..
Took pictures of her,bt not mine..
Had our dinner at Mac, in the end,tak jadi makan ice cream..
Hahah..
Bus-ed to bugis and took 12 from there..
I saw farhan shah ,but not sezairi.,.
Hmmm..

Till then..
Idk what more to blog..
Not been really good this days..

2009-12-08T21:50:00.001+08:00

Ive made my blog opened to public..

IDK why either..

Work is getting boring as each day passed..

Been super lazy for it too.

Haha..

Till then.

2009-12-05T15:15:00.001+08:00

I miss your face
I miss your kiss
I even miss the arguments
That we would have from time to time
I miss you standing by my side
I'm dying here its clear to see
There ain't no you, God knows there ain't no me
Don't wanna live, I wanna die
If I cant have you in my life...

You are back with her already..

Back with her once again..

I wish u all the best with her,,

Last long..

2009-11-25T18:04:00.002+08:00

Stop giving me hopes..
Im sick of it.
Coz,at e end of the day,it is just words frm ur mouth.
All i know,u are good at giving me sweet words.
But it mean nothing..
Im tired.
For waiting..
I really do.

2009-11-15T16:18:00.002+08:00

Bus-ed to AMK to meet win at her place,and she just woke up when i arrived alrdy..
Haha..
Lucky she siap fast..
Trained to Orchard to meet Lil first..
Waited for her for 2 damn hours,.,
Lucky never get gastric..
Haha..
Went to Ion Orchard,walk2,bla3..
Then meet Ann outside Tangs..
Wooooo..
My sister getting hotterrr..
Hee...
Chilled at coffee club,I drank the tiramisu drink,that has a bit of alcohol..
Wanna knw what happened?
I get an headache.,
Maybe due to me nt drinking so damn long..
Haha..
Win went off first..
Then we continue walking,sat at taka,had a long talk..
And went home..
And i cant sleep aftr that because i cant sleep if i take coffee..
Deng kan aku..
Had a wonderful weekend with them..

2009-11-10T12:14:00.001+08:00

May Allah bless u in whatever u doing..
And ill pray u will get someone better than me along the way..
Well,i guess the question had been answered already..
I know the love has gone already from u..
I still remember,when u said,if u let go of me,it means u dont love me anymore..
And yah,i was the one who asked u to let go of me if u want ur privacy,and u actually did..
U said,even ur ex gfs wants u back..
Well,just go to any of em..
Ill just lead my life like normal..
U said all those sweetnothings to me like alot..
Well,u were one a playa huh?
A playa will always be.
And their sweettalks will always be there..

2009-10-31T23:01:00.000+08:00

Im broken inside..

And no one seem to see it..

Nt even her..

2009-10-25T23:34:00.001+08:00

We getting better as each days goes by.

I feel so alive again..

5 more days..

2009-10-14T22:51:00.002+08:00

Met baby just nw..

Accompanied me to the doctor..

Well,doc said my throat kena infection..

Its damn bad alrdy..

Haiyah..

But mc one day only..

Aduhh..

Me and gf has been okay alrdy..

Aftr like a week quarreling non stop.

Sigh..

We okay alrdy yeah..

Thank god..

2009-10-13T00:08:00.002+08:00

Hw do u feel if ur partner says that he/she is feeling lonely even with ur presense in he/she life..?
What would u feel?
I feel sucks..
Yes,i feel like a knife is piercing through my heart.
What do u mean,aqeed?
I cant make u happy,but feel lonely.?
The feeling once i had ,its ...

I just want this rs to be saved..

I do.

2009-10-10T12:14:00.001+08:00

Idk what went wrong with our rs nw..

We been quarreling like cats and dogs this days.

One Minute you are nice and sweet.

The next minute,we will do it again..

When this gonna end?

Im tired..

Really am..

Tired of crying..

2009-10-09T11:31:00.001+08:00

Does the past makes me turned out be like this harsh?

I keep on picking a fight with her..

Was it really her fault,or it just me?

2009-10-08T11:51:00.001+08:00

Cough Cough Cough..

When its gonna end?

2009-09-29T23:29:00.002+08:00

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?-Cheek And Forehead...

2 . How do you feel when you wake up this morning ?- Feel happy coz i was sleeping beside my gf...

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?- My colleague..

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?- Nope.

5. Would you ever donate blood? donate ??- Errr..Maybe...

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?- Nope,never..

7. Do you want someone dead?- Am i that cruel?

8. What does your last message says?- Ok,kirim salam fyy-from gf...

9. What are you thinking right now?- did i made the right move?

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?- Yes,my gf...in 25 mins,our 1 month anni.

11. What is the time you go to bed last night?- 12 am..

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?- Ntah ehk..

13 . Is someone on your mind?- Sri Nurfarina..

14. Who was the last person who texted you?- My gf..

15. Tag 10 random people to do this survey.
1.Lil Aiel..
2.Ash
3.Curlymonkey..
4.Marni
5.Pot..
6.Fiorenza..
7....
8....
9....
10....

2009-09-23T01:04:00.000+08:00

My life is complete now.

Of you.

2009-09-20T22:24:00.003+08:00

Met gf and went to geylang for my last minute shopping for black baju kurung..

We walked like for like 2 hrs plus..

And mostly the baju kurung that i like have no size S.

Haiyah..

Gf keep on asking me to choose a kebaya instead..

I dont want to coz i still wanna buy black baju kurung..

In e end,i gave up..

I bought a black kebaya.

For 45 bucks..

Hmm..

Will be wearing that for nani's engagement...

And yeah,we didnt have enough time to buka at home.....

Got no choice,we just buka there..

I was so happy i get to buka with gf on e last day of puasa..

Hee..

Reached home arnd 10 plus..

Slept at 2 am,and woke up at 10 am..

Haha..

I know,its late..

But my bro reached granny hse at 1 pm..

Hmm..

I got duit raya!!!

14 bucks only..

Hahah..

Till then..

Selamat hari raya aidilfitri to my friends..

Maaf zahir dan batin semua..

2009-09-18T23:27:00.002+08:00

Buka with gf just nw at mac..

I wanted to eat nasi lemak,but nasi lemak finished alrdy..

Sad2..

Nvm..

I dont mind eating anything,as long as im with love.

Hee.

Gf confessed to me that she is jealous with someone..

Haha..

We are just friend k syg?

Hee..

Cemburu tandanya sayang..

Hee.

Meeting gf tmrw her..

Hmm..

Gonna buy baju kurung for nani's engagement..

A black colour one,coz gf bought black one..

Hee..

Till then..

2009-09-18T00:54:00.002+08:00

Gf meet me for buka just..

I was craving for chicken rice..

But the food culture over there was full.

Super full i tell u..

Haiyah.

No choice,we went to 1 level down..

Eat Mee rebus..

It taste sucks actlly.

Haha..

So now,gf is at work,and me?

Home lorrr.

Haiyah..

I miss gf so damn much..

We gotta pe patient with each another schedules..

Coz,her off days will fall on my working days..

While my off day it will fall on her working day.

We dont see each other that often..

Like a week,or two,once or twice?

Hmm...

But,hee..

Absence makes the heart grow fonder.

I love you,sayang.

Hee..

Well,today is Haziq 22nd birthday!

Yay!

Happy birthday yeah...

May all ur wishes come true.

2009-09-16T13:04:00.000+08:00

Time is our main big problem here.

But still,i love you,aqeed.

2009-09-13T16:28:00.000+08:00

Baby gave me a big tweety bird yesterday!
Hee.
And i hugged it to sleep last night.
And will always do every night.
Will be meeting baby later,together with tika and gf.
Hee.
And baby is still sleeping nw..
Grrrr.
C ya later.
Ilysm baby.

2009-08-29T00:12:00.002+08:00

Been having headaches this days..
Been sleeping like a pig too.
Hmm.

She said im thin and light when she carry me ytd.
Are u crazy,love?
Im fat like a pig u knw.
Hmm.
Meeting fiza tomorrow..
Gg bugis and fareast.
Hmm..
But have to go back early,since will be working morning the next day...
And gonna meet her for buka!!!
Yay..
Hee.
Tc ppl.

2009-08-22T12:27:00.000+08:00

Tears of joy.
You left me speechless when u said all those words.
It makes me smile.
It makes me cry.
Never ever someone will be that sweet to me like you do.
Like finally,i feel loved.

2009-08-05T12:53:00.000+08:00

I've been coughing and sneezing non stop from yesterday at work.
What kak liza said yesterday is true,im gonna take mc today.
Im so not gonna spread this sickness to my colleague...
=/

2009-08-02T21:56:00.000+08:00

Im so stressed up with the bills this month.
Fasting month is coming,and to saved up,im gonna bring some light food from home..
No more outside food..
No more shopping..

2009-08-01T23:41:00.000+08:00

TTm is going to Kl tomorrow..
Im so gonna miss her so much..
3 days w/o any of her messages.=(

2009-07-24T23:29:00.001+08:00

Why do i feel like we are so far away?
Do u really mean what u have said,or was it just a sweet talk?

2009-07-20T12:36:00.002+08:00

The way u looked at me,
those eyes.
Those words..
Those body language.
The way u talk to me.
Ive already knw,
That u hate me.

Well,i guess that the best way for us.
Coz i feel,even as friends.
We cant stay.
Wish u all the best in life.
Tc.

2009-07-10T17:02:00.001+08:00

Your true colour has shown now.
And i think its time for me to move on...

2009-07-07T23:37:00.001+08:00

Love and hatred,
at the same time...

I am still holding on.

2009-07-06T23:17:00.002+08:00

I wanna cry out loud..
But the tears didnt came out..
Why?
And i can feel it.
My heart is tearing apart.
I should not..
I should not love you.
And i know i have to forget you like hw u already forget me 1 year ago.
But why the love still in me?

Im the girl that dumped you twice..
But im the girl that actlly loved you for 3 years,and still..

2009-07-04T18:44:00.002+08:00

Okay..
Just got back from shopping with my parents.
Bought a ipanema sandal for myself,and one for mum too.
I was at the lingerie shop,and i heard a girl asking me what size and colour do i want.
And went i looked up,it was actually a butch who is the sales girl asked me.
I was controlling my laugh,and i just smile at her.
Shes damn hot,with a long tail.
But when i heard her talking english to me,i know shes not local.
Maybe malaysia?
Well,shes hot.

Still choosing between,e71,e63 and 5800 express music..

2009-07-02T13:01:00.002+08:00

I'm still very curious with whatever u did and said.
I don't know whether i should believe you or not.
Because the trust i once had for you has crushed.

You wrote 'She doesnt exist in my life,but,she used to exist'.
What does that supposed to mean?
When after she dumped you for another butch,u tried alot of ways to get my number.
And,finally.
U did.
But..
It left me with 1001 questions on my mind.
What is ur motive?
You told me,u wanna contact back all ur friends,and u tried to find me way back when u still with her.
But,i guess its a lie.
Well,she and me.
We live so near.
Its easy to find me.

You made me cry with ur actions.
And what actually i heard from you was really heartbreaking.
'If i hurt u over and over again,and make u cry always,ill delete u from my contact list,and ill stop contact u'
So its that ur motive u contact me back?
She helped you to move on from me,and when u got her,u kick me off.
And now when u both broke up,u contact me back.
Saying those stuff that u used to said to me when we still together back then..
What is that supposed to mean?
A hint u want me back?
Or u have no more girls to entertain u,and u trying to play me out.
U were out to club last night,and u replied me at 5am in the morning.
When the nights before,u have no one to talk to,u gave me a call.
Really,tell me,what ur damn motive.
Am i just blind or stupid to actlly entertain you.
I hate you,but i love you.
I did dumped u.
But never did i get u off from my heart.

2009-07-02T00:02:00.001+08:00

My heart aches so much.
Its been so long that i last cried so much.
And i did,last night.
Thanks.

2009-06-27T23:10:00.000+08:00

3 days and still counting.
I've been missing you.
Where have u been?

2009-06-18T23:57:00.002+08:00

Watched Drag Me To Hell.
Together with fyy and her gf,ayim..
Me and aqeed.
Well,to aqeed,im sorry for the cause of ur left ear pekak sebelah..
Heheheh..
It was one hell of movie..
But,its worth to watch..
To those who havent watch,go watch ok?

We had dinner at Spicez,at River Valle Valley.
I managed to finished my rice.
Yay!
Hehe.
Super full nw.
Tomorrow work again.
Haiyah,,

2009-06-15T23:43:00.000+08:00

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