And when it comes,it hurts terribly.
I feel really sucks.
Really do.
I told bestie about it,shes not happy abt it,that i hide it from her..
Even when the pain comes,ill just bear it.
Yeah,i knw,i hide something important like that.
My next check up is next month.
Im very nervous,bestie gonna accompany me.
Shit,i cant run away from her.
Im scared,to see my xray result.
Because the last result was,my backbone growing not getting normal,or getting worser.
It stuck.
And i know i still gotta bear the pain till dont know when.
Doctor words still playing in my mind.
'i dont recommend u an operation,because it may cause u death,but if it getting worser,we will talk about it'
DAMN!
