You said to me,that u really love,and u willing to wait for me again n don't mind to get rejected by me again and again.I was damn speechless,i didnt reply that,i just keep quiet.Or maybe it was my fault,to just let u held my hands,and maybe it was a signal from me to you,as a 'hope'.But to me,it isnt.I can't accept u,and u can't force it.Like what i said,u are attached,and i dont want to be the third party,i dont wanna be blamed by ur gf.You told me u really love.I said,hw about ur gf?Hw about ur 4 years rs?U just wanna throw it all just like that because u said u want me really badly?And u said,then u wana me to break up w her,even if i break up w her,doesnt mean i can still get you.Not that i want u to break up,i just want you to stop those feelings that u had towards me,and take me just as a friend,but u said to me ytd,u said u dont want,u want me to be urs,u want me to be my special someone.And i said to you frankly,stop hlding my hands anymore,and u said 'if u want me to stop holding my hand,i want u to stop contacting me.I asked u,u just want to throw the 4 yrs fs just like that?And ur reply was fuck w the fs?WTH!And u told me to act like ntg happened and act like i nvr knw u b4?Do u fucking know that i cried badly when i read those messages from you?Do u fucking knw hw i feel,do u even understand my feelings?We are talking about heart alryt,nt just friendship.DO u know hw i treasure the friendship w you.And u said all that,ouf of anger,n sadness,just because i rejected you,asking u to stop holding my hands,and u said i was giving u hope?DAMN IT !U said,theres no diff if u dissapear from my life?WTH!Theres will be a big diff,fucking big!There will be no you,talking to me on the phone till dawn,theres no u cheering me up,making me laugh,share stories etc..
Do u fucking know that?!I guess no!
